Forgive me, filmwallas, this is not about Tarkovsky. This is a sunday morning visit to a sculptor's studio. It is Nirali's birthday and she wants to meet him. I want to meet someone wise. And Pavan, well, he is just a tag along.
Kanti kaka (Kantibhai Patel), an award winning sculptor, is the man who has sculpted Gandhiji's statues, among many others.
"I have spent eleven days with Gandhiji." he tells us. If I ask him to recount those days, he will. Hour by hour.
A memory so old, but kept fresh in the fridge of the artist's mind.
I look at his eyes. They are black, luminous, and they hold your gaze. Maybe because he is a sculptor, and has to pay attention to form?
Nirali and his cousin sister are talking about food.
"Garlic is rajasik, isn't it? Onion and garlic are not good for health." Nirali says.
"Nothing like that. You know, we have a habit of always blaming the outer. When, as a small child you hit a wall and get hurt, your mother hits the wall and scolds it. So it is the mother who teaches the child to blame the outer. It is nothing like that. "
Ah, wisdom is so sweet.
I look at Pavan. He is playing about in the studio. I worry that he will break something.
"Let him play. Children should be left alone to play." Right.
"Do you meditate?" Nirali asks him.
"I don't need to. Life is meditation. First, there is rest, then there is awareness of deep centered peace and outwardly, there is tremendous enthusiasm. A happy person is like an ocean. "
I feel a ping of jealousy. An artist without angst. How does he swing it?
Then I look into his eyes again. He looks back. I realize I was wrong. He is not looking at my form. He is looking at himself.
There is no judgement there, no distance, nor time.
"How do you deal with pain?" I ask him.
"You must have heard of Rabindranath tagore?"
"You are a writer, so you must have heard of him. Well, he was once unwell, so he went into a long spell of solitude, for six months. He arranged for a servant to keep the food and not to disturb him. During these six months, he wrote the Gitanjali.
So, Tagore says in Gitanjali, If you have pain, know that your Swami is alive, that he is present. Welcome the pain, do not push it away."
Know that your swami is alive....